Stay away

Plis, stop. Jgn dket2 gw lg.

Yey, Christmas is comingl! :D

Ga krasa, bntar lg christmas, hehehehhehehe :D

Lesson 2 : Syukurin ama apa yg kita punya :)

Protes / complain sh boleh aja, tp klo keseringan, org yg dgrin kita jd blenek. Nanti kita dikira blagu, egois ato sbagainya. Gamau kn d blg gt? Mau lo ga pduli kek, apa kek, tp tetep aj lo jd d cap jelek d mata org.
Inget, Tuhan ud ksih ap yg trbaek bwt kita :), so, kt hrs syukur ama ap yg kita pnya, liat dri segi positifnya aja.

Lesson 1 : Dunia tanpa praturan itu bkal ancur bgt.

        Byk yg ga tahan ma skolah sndri, gra2 praturan2nya yg anehlah apalah, ok, maybe some of u ud bosen ato apa, but coba mkir, apa susahnya sh matuhin praturan doang? Apalagi klo praturannya spele2.
        Kya contohny : Hrs msukin baju k dlm clana + pake belt, apa susahnya msukin baju ama pke belt? Emg mgk ad yg ngrasa ga nyaman klo kya gt, ato ad yg mkir klo kya gt kliatan cupu / ga keren. Look, klo aja klian bs nikmatin kseharian kalian d skolah, kya maen2 breng tmn2, ato apalah yg bs nyenengin kita, psti lama2 kita bs lupa ama pnampilan kita sndri kn? Emg pnampilan itu bwt kita remaja kbyakan penting bgt, rambut, accesories, etc. Oke, bolehlah kta pke accesories, ato hal laen smacemnya, as long itu msh dlm batas wajar. (Girls : We can wear bracelets, we can wear necklaces, we can wear rings, tp yg psti ga norak n gak mncolok. If u wanna wear a necklace, bandulnya d msukin k dlm baju aja, klo mau mamer tmn, ya kluarin aja bandulnya buat nunjukkin :p.)
         Contoh kedua : Rambut cwok msti pndek, gk boleh mlebihi kerah baju. Boys, just cut ur hair for ur own safety, apalagi lawan lo guru killer, ud gak berdaya kita, haha. Actually, it's not too bad klo rmbut cwok itu pndek. HELLOOOHH, ini ud jaman apaann, jaman modern kya gni psti ud byk model rmbut pndek bwt cowo yg modelny keren2 n pstinya cocok bwt kalian, yaa, lmyn kn bwt gnti pnampilan, kan kliatan lebih FRESH, lol.
         Contoh ketiga : Gaboleh bawa hp. Hmmm emg agk susah bagi kita yg gaul2 ini bwt pisah dr hp (ceileh :p). Brusahalah bwt nahan dri dkit, 9 jam kita d skolah, kita ud ktemu tmen n sbgainya, hp buat apaan lg? Sms-an? Chat? Fb-an? Gila, mau ngmg ama syp lu d dunia maya? Sms? Paling dri operator2. Tmn2 lo yg d chat ato fb psti rata2 ud ktemu lo d skolah, makanya, selagi skolah, gunain ksempatan lo yg sbaek2ny bwt ngbrol abis2an ama tmn2 lo, Haha asal gak ps pljran aja. Pacar yg beda skolah? Sabarlah.. Slagi lo bljr, psti dy jg lg bljr, ps ud plang sklh, kgn2an deh lo sana, ahhaha.
          Msh byk praturan2 sklh yg laen, n psti itu annoying bgt buat kita2. Ya tp berkat itu, kt bs lebih disiplin kan, hmm, lebih teraturlah, haha. Well then, smoga ini brguna bwt lollies! Hehe ♡

Gw gatau mau bnci apa msh sayang sama lo, ER.

Ud lah, pisah ya pisah aja. Tp sejujur2nya, gw msh ga rela ngelepasin dy. Tp sakitnya gak sesakit yg dlu. Cm bedanya proses s ER nyakitin gw itu perlahan2 -_-. Yah, emg dy bkn bwt gw lah. Thanks for everything, ER.

Gamau, gw gamau pisah Y.Y

Knp sh? Bwt ngedapetin lo aja tuh susah bgt? Lo tuh cwo ke 2 yg mutusin gw dgn alasan "ga bisa long distance". Klo kya gt tuh, gw serasa d tipu tau ga. Ampe brp kali sh gw bkl d tipu trs? GAK, ER, gw gamau pisah.
Ga jls dh gw mau nangis ap marah, mau nangis jg, air mata gw ud abs bwt yg dlu2. Trserah lo mau nyuekin gw, gw bs ngerti koq, gw ga maksa lo buat merhatiin gw.

Open House P1 - The Spartans Night (Y)

Kmrn kn gw k open house sklh gw yg dlu (P1), trs gw ktemu tmn2 seangkatan gw dlu! Heehe gw ktemu ma Kamto, Lita, Ellen, dll. Gw kn ntn mreka MD, ktanya mreka juara 2 lomba MD dmn gt, ud gt, ps gw liat mreka nari....sumpah, gila, keren bgt dancenya, ampe split2 gt, asik gilaa, nganga gw liatnya, hahaha.
Abis open house, kn mlmnya bkl ad The Spartans Night d SMAK 2 (sblahnya P1) Kamto ma Lita gw bawa kabur k rumah gw, ktanya mreka mau numpang mandi dlu. Abs mandi, kta nyatok2 rmbut gt, hhaha, girls thing. Trs crhat2an gt, hahhaha aduh, koq kya crita novel aja sh, hahaha.
Jam 5 kita brangkat k p1, pdhl acaranya mulai jm 5, yaa, gpp dh telat, hahha. Tempatnya tuh hiasannya keren bgt, panggungnya byk hiasan jaman2 romawi dlu itu, gw gatau ah jaman paan, yg pnting kya gt lah. Prtama2, ad MD dr SMA negri mana gt, keren MDnya, costumenya kya gothic2, haha. Trs ada band rock2 gt, sumpah gak bgt gw ntn gtuan, gajelas, gw kga ngrti lagunya, brisik lg -_-. Trs ad MD P7 yg juara 1 lomba MD, ud gt MDnya cowonya Kamto (:p jgn ampe si Kamto bc nh blog, bs d gebukin gw, hahha) gila, cowonya tuh lentur bgt, bs split jg, hhaha. Trs.... Ada Tangga!! Gila, lagunya bgs2 bgt, hahhaha seneng bgt ya gwa.
Tp ad 1 hal yg bkin gw ksel, gw ktemu gebetan gw yg dlu, dy nyadar lg, tp gw cuekin aja.

Dy : noni ye??
Gw : haha.. (Lgsg prgi)

Yg kdua kalinya, ps gw lg duduk, dy nyamperin gw

Dy : woi, apa kabar lu?? (Smbil salaman)
Gw : baek2! (kt brdua treak2 ngmgnya, soalnya brisik bgt)
Dy : skrg skolah dmna??
Gw : PSKD Mandiri!
Dy : Ha?? (Astaga, gw ud treak msh gajelas jg)
Gw : PSKD Mandiri!!
Dy : Ooo, PSKD Mandiri.. Skrg kls 3?
Gw : (geleng2 kpala)
Dy : kelas 2?
Gw : (ngangguk2)
Dy : oo, knp ga naek?
Gw : I'm stupid

Hahaha jwb aj dh sejujurnya, drpd boong, hahaha. Abs itu s Kamto kya cie2in gw gt lg, anying, ktanya "ER sh lewat" sialan, ER is the best tauuu!! -_- hahaha. Ud ah, tmbah ksel gw ngmgin gnian, hahahah, nggak sh, kocak aja, ahahha.
Ps acaranya abs, gw anterin Kamto pulang, tp, apesnya, ps pulang, mobil gw d stop polisi. Trs akhrnya gw pulang deh, lgsg tdr dh gw, cpek bgt soalnya, haha. It was a tiring day, but I enjoy it :)

ER, gw kgn ma looooo

Kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn kgn bgt bgt bgt bgt >.< Huhu.. Cpet blik doong, n jgn maen internet mluuu T.T ngimpi bgt gw bs ngmg kya gt k dy -_- pdhl itu kta2 yg pling pgn gw sampein k dy.

MY NEW BASKETBALLL!! hehhee <3

Finally, gw beli bola jga, muahahahahahha :DDD ♡♡♡

Tuh cwe gasuka ya ngliat org sneng??

Lo ud pnya cwo, byk tmn, krg apa lg lo? Lo tuh jd org srakah bgt ya?? Jijik.

Tugas tugas tugas perfomance perfomance perfomance display display display

Anyiirr, byk bgt tugas gw nanti! O_O ow noo >.<

Dy? Ngajak gw k prom? Ngimpi bgt dh gw.. -_-

Aduh, bbrp hari ini keingetan kta2 tmn gw "D skolah s itu kn ad prom! Psti dy ngundang lo mit! Kan lo cwenya" hahha itu mimpi bagus bgt kyanya, hahha gk hrs gt jg gpp koq, all I need itu cm dy aja, gk mnta lebih jg gk kurang.
Skrg gw super duper blubber kgn ma dy, hahaha ILY TEA (mulai skrg mnggilnya TEA aja, hehe).

Dy ud d bdg, bs update fb, tp tetep aja cuek Y.Y

ER, ER, ckck, cuek bgt sh lo Y.Y, gw hrs gmn supaya lo pduli ma gw? Apa lo bner2 syg sm gw? Ok dh klo msalnya lo gk mau d gnggu dulu, gw biarin lo sndri dlu.. :) ILY

Org2 pd mrahan ma gw y?

Smua org pd jutek ma gw, ngmg ma gw jg gk niat. Maaf dh klo gw punya salah sama kalian.

Sial ah, adk gw bacot bgt sh.

Tuh mulut apa kaga bs d jaga y?? Sumpah gw gregetan bgt ama tuh anak, nyet. Egois bgt, mkirin dri sndri, ayo, trs aja lo gt, AMPE PUAS.

Wktu itu dy cuekin gw apa krn dy mau maen ama tmnnya?

Okay dh klo dy mau maen sm tmennya, ato maen warnet sepuas-puasnya, gw gk keberatan, terserah dy jg, gw gk bkal ngelarang. Gw cm mikir, apa dy benci ma gw kli ya? Ato dy bosen ma gw n naksir cwe laen? Mkir kya gt gak enak, makanya gw lg brusaha buat prcaya aja ama dy, ya walo gmna pun kn gw sayang ma dy. God, help me to get thru this yaa :) berkatin dy dsana. ^.^ Amienn.

Maap y, nh blog isinya "ER"2x mlu, heheh maap2 >.<

He left :'(

Lollies, akhrnya dy prgi k bdg lg.... It's like, there's something missing gtu stlh dy prgi. Ud gw tdrnya susah bgt tiap malem, emg sh, dy gk say goodbye ma gw sblm dy prgi, tp gw yakin dy pnya alesan buat itu.
I'll be waiting for him lagi dehhh, ILY ER ♥ :).. Jgn lupain gw ya, hehe. Good luck disana ya sayaaaang :) ♡ (mau dy boong ato apa gw tetep gk nyesel blg gni :p)

Sms sih sms, tp trnyata ttep aja, yg brhubungan ama dri sndri

That was SIMPLE and USELESS. :(

Princess Diaries 2 : Love it. :)

Gw sk bgt ma nh film, hahaha, actually, I love the suite, especially, the princess's closet, muahahahahaha :p

Ada Cinta : Ini lagu emg dah basi, tp ini bwt dy :p

Ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Reff :
Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan
Dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan
Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal ia terasa
Dalam rindu dendam
Hening malam
Cinta terasa ada

Nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimy sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Repeat reff

One Step At a Time : Good Times

Hurry up and wait
So close but so far away
Everything that you always dream of
Close enough for you to taste but you just can't touch

You wanna show the world but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make
You know you can if you get a chance
In your face and the door keep slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient, waiting
We live and we learn

Reff :
To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why, one step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours if they only knew

You wanna show the world but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient, waiting
We live and we learn

Back to reff

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there is one step at a time

Back to reff

Kekasih Sejati : a song that always reminds me of ER

Aku yang memikirkan
Namun aku tak banyak berharap
Kau membuat waktuku
Tersita dengan angan tentangmu

Mencoba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa
Mengapa begini?

Reff :
Oh, mungkinkah ku bermimpi
Menginginkan dirimu
Untuk ada di sini menemaniku
Oh, mungkinkah kau yang jadi
Kekasih sejatiku
Semoga tak sekedar harapku

Bila kau tak menjadi milikku
Ku tak akan menyesal telah jatuh hati

ILY ER :)

Yaah, cuek lg dh :(

Tuh kan, cuek lg, gw sms gk d bls2 ma dy -_-, but just to let u know, ER, ILY always ya. :) ♥

Hueeeee, mati lampu lagiiiiii >.< hiks hiks

Shiiiiittt, Mati lg?? Omg, d rmh gw dah kepanggang, gerah bgt.. Hueeee

Tuh kaan, di kacangin lagi deeehh >.< hiks

Tuhh, gw dikacangin lg dh sm dy...I miss him so much, tp dy ngacangin gw. Pgn bgt dh blg "jgn cuek dongg." Tp susaaaah bgt. Dlu sblm dy nmbak kyanya dy ngontact2 aja -_-. Apa dy ud bosen kali ya ma gw Y.Y moga2 nggak ya Tuhaaann. ILY ER ♥ :)

WUIHIII, GRADE 8 = Blackberry Maniaa

Aseeekk, smua ank gr 8 pd pnya bb booo, asiikk, wuihii.. Hohoho
Gw list nh ye, hahaha (lg krg krjaan, skalian memamerkan betapa hebatnya gr 8 ini, muahahahahaa :p)

Me : Curve 8320
Van : Javelin
Kev : Bold
JD : Bold
Delsey : Gemini

Liatin dh, bb tmn2 gw pd tingkat tinggi smua, hahaha gw sndri yg lama pnya, hahhaa, ngiri sh, but I ♡ what I have now ^.^ beside, ER is with me ♥ :) (apadeh hubungannya hahhaaha lg in ♥ ya gni gilanya).

I'm bored...

Lolliess, gw lumutan d rmh, weeekkss

Mati lampuuuuu >.< hueee

Hueeeee, mati lampuuuu panasss, huhuhu T.T oiya, s ER mati lampu jg lho, hehehe, apadeh gw, hahahaha

I'm not very good in english, so, maaf klo msalnya ad ksalahan kta2 d post2 sblumnya :)

ER, please don't leave :'(

Omg, dy d sini cm ampe hari sabtu doaangg? Noooo :'(, please3x don't leave T__T
I ♥ u ER gwsygsmlo :')

Kbakaran skrg tuh byk bgt ya >.<

Lollies, don't play with fire yaa!

Pngen nonton Surrogates.... :(

Finally, dy bls sms gw.. at least dy bls lha ya.. :)

Jd lega dh gw, gatau knp tiap kli dy sms gw, gw jd ngrasa lega, walopun td dy blsnya cm dkit2..☺
Mau dikit doang blsnya, yg pnting ad kbr, hehehe, ap sms gw bru nyampe td y? Ato bru dy bls skrg? Hmm, haha nvermind dh. ILY ILY ILY ER♥ ;)

Lollies, ignore aja "mngenai saya" until I change it yaaa

Think Positive :)

3 days gk ad kbr. Dy maen warnet breng tmn2nya, and I don't mind. Gw brusaha ngerti dh, gw biarin dy aja dlu buat maen ama tmnnya, bkannya gk pduli.
I miss him so much. Tp gw gk mau jd cwe yg egois ato bawel. Smua pd blg "Call him!" Or.. "Text him again!". Gw ud sms dy 2x kmrn2, n gk d bls2 ma dy. Gw gatau ya itu klewatan ato nggak, tp gw brusaha buat think positive (again). Yah, yg laen pd blg dy itu sikapnya agk sdkit kekanak2an. Lollies psti pd tau dng, sifat ank2 kya gmn, playing games dll gitu lah. God, I wish, dy gk kyak my ex yg dlu (Amiieeenn). >.<

New clothes.. yeeeyy :D

Mama pulang, bawa baju baru, hehe. Bajunya modelnya koq kya Miiko sh? Hahaaha tp lucu (Y). Ktanya nykab "lg musim lho!" Hoho oke lah, tp kpn d pakenya ya, jln jg jarang -_-".
But actually, what I need right now itu bkn baju, tp spatu, gatau knp, kyanya spatu ato sandals gw d rmh pd berkurang ya, wrnanya jg itu2 aja, kan bosen -_-. Laen kali gw mnta aah :p hehehe.

Jeremy Sumpter : So cuuuttteeeee ! XD

Lollies, serius dh, Jeremy tuh cute abiss (aduh, parah, hoho). Klo lo pd pnsaran, Google it, hehehe.

Peter Pan (not a band) : it's so magical :D

Hey again, Lollies, I'm watching "Peter Pan" right now, hoho. The girl yg jd Wendy di situ asli cantik bgt, ngiri gw...hahahah. Oya, 1 thing yg bkin gw trpana, (ceilah, bhsnya, cuih haha) cwo yg jd Peter Pan itu cakep absss...gilaa (lebay dh mit) tp bneran sumpah, tuh ank cakep, hohoho. But my tiger is still the best koq ya ♥ (aduh dh, mulai dh mit, hahaha).
All girls, or the bebes who read this, lo pd msti liat tuh cwo, gila cakep bgt, ahhaha gw search d google aaah, hehhee (gila lo mit, gilaa).

Jumper : Cool Movie (Y)

Hey, Lollies (I'll call ppl 'lollies' from now on, that's bcos I ♡ lolipops! Hoho :p) I just watched "Jumper". keren bgt filmnya, gw demen bgt ma film yg critain powers kyak gitu, unik aja, hahaha sama kya my tiger yg 1 itu, unik, hahahaha ♥ (woooo, parah ahhaha :p).
Filmnya ud lama sh, tp keren koq, hahaha. Enak ya, bs pindah2 tmpat kyak gtu, caranya instan bgt, gk ush cpek2 jg nyampe, hoho (gni nh org mls, jgn ditiru ya :p).

FYI todaaayyy

Sabby's just got her first driving lesson yesterday. It's so fun talking about driving lesson, idk why, hahaha asik aja gt, ngebayangin, klo ud bs nyetir gmn yaa, bs jln2 sndiri ma the bebes :p hahahaha, ngimpi gw. Gw pgn blajar lg.. Tp gk ad wktuuu -_- hmmmm, I'll ask my dad later deh.

Akhirnya.. my dream come true..... tp kooq..?

Thanks God, akhrnya, mimpi gw trwujud jg, gw suka ma dy ud 1 taun lebih lha y. Gw syg bgt ma dy, sayaaang bgt, ktanya dy jg syg, n gw pcya, tp koq akhr2 ini dy cuek bgt sh? Gw sms, gk d bls2, ok lha, I try to think positive, like.. dy abis pulsa kek, ato ad something wrong with his phone ato apa aja alesan yg msuk akal bwt gw.
2 days, he didn't text me for 2 days, 1 day? Mending lha ya, ini 2 days! Gk ad kbr sama skali, gw sms kga d bls ma dy, gw ampe ngira dy dah balik k bandung n gw nangis mlm2 smbil crhat ma tmn gw. Eh, trnyata, d fb dy gw liat, dy jnjian maen d warnet ma tmnnya, d wall-to-wallnya, they talked about calling their friends, ngajak maen d warnet breng gtu2 lha. Sialan, sms gw kga d bls ma dy, tp dy msh bs contact tmn dy? Wth deh ya.
Ok dh, Alright, gw gk mau maksa sh ya, dy pnya hak jg mslhnya. Maybe dy pgn maen ma tmnnya dlu kli? Kn dah lama gk ktemu :p hehehe. Gw gk mau dy nganggep gw yg nggak2, gw gk mau dy jd risih ma gw, so gw msti nahan diri..:) it's all for him dh yaa, I ♥ u, say hehehe